You used me.
You abused the love I had for you.
Then threw me to the curb the minute Sam came running.
How could you do that to me?
I gave you everything.
Gave you my heart.
Gave you my soul.
Gave you my body.
Yet...It wasn't enough.
I loved you.
I thought you loved me too.
Even though the words were never spoken, I thought I felt it in each and every thrust of your
body into mine.
With the loss of breath in each kiss.
Your strong arms holding me in bed each night.
How could I be so wrong?
Then out of the blue, Sam..my 'Sister', decides she's willing to give up everything for you.
I truly believed that you would turn her away. We'd been together for almost a year. Tell her it
was too late. You were with me. I was the reason you left the SGC.
Instead I had a letter sent to me....At WORK!
How juvenile, Jack.
Couldn't even tell me to my face.
I read that letter over and over again, trying to comprehend what was written down.
~ I'm sorry Daniel. I never meant for this to happen. Call me a coward, but I just can't say this
face to face. I never loved you. At least not in the way you deserved to be loved. You were a
replacement for what I thought I couldn't have.But, now that Sam has finally decided, we are
going to make this work.....I truly am sorry....Jack. ~
How could anyone be that selfish?.."I never loved you."
"You were a replacement.."
Well, I can hope that one day, you will look out and realize just what you gave up.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
It's been two months now.
Are you missing me?
I called you up just after the note.
Asked why...why you did it.
"It's in the note.", you reply.
"It's not enough!", I say, hurt at your churlish tone towards me.
You remain silent as Sam's voice echos in the background.
Then suddenly you whisper out, "She needs me."
"I need you too.", I reply.
"So did I! Do you care? Have you EVER cared?"
"Of course I did...DO. I'm sorry, I really have to go."
The sharp click of the phone silences the rest of the words I'm dying to spew forth.
Now I know, each and every time I bled...you didn't even care.
When I died, my last thoughts were of you Jack.
Only of you.
I would have died to know you love me.
Yet, I'm all alone.
I haven't spoken to you since that day.
I still miss you.
I breathe deep and cry out.
Are you missing me....yet?
|Genres:||Angst, Drama, Missing Scene/Episode-Related|
|Summary:||Jack dumps Daniel for Sam. Daniel's not handeling it well.|